Monday, August 29, 2011

Sim Fah and Sim Yew :D.

Happy birthday to my very dear friend SIM FAH (28/8) and SIM YEW (24/8).

I feel so sorry that I didn't go back to Ipoh during this 1 week holiday. I planned to celebrate their birthdays together and sleep overnight in their house. My mum comes to KL, staying in my aunt's house. So I just follow her. Sorry ya, I'll "ganti balik" the celebration, sure will :).

Assignments ruin my holiday seriously. I have tonnes of them to finish up in this short holiday. I thought I would play around freely, * FAIL*. Drawings for character profiles, colour a black and white pictures, illustrate 2 cartoon-me, type movie report about "Tangled",  design 6 expressive typography, and othersssssssssss. ARGH! It's no use for me to mumbling right? Sigh.

Continue to battle with those "ass"-signment.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Few things that happened recently

Go run, run, run...

Seriously, I don't know what I want and what I'm doing now, totally complicated. It's like pretending don't know, acting normal, escaping the reality and accepting the truth. I've struggled for the decision. Give up? Continue? Leave aside? "It doesn't matter whether how it comes up in the end, as long as you've tried before and never feel regret. Just follow your heart, do what you feel comfortable with," well said by my friend. So... I think that I shouldn't make my own decision right now. Just let it be whatever it is arranged for me. I know it's hard to do so, but I'll try. Maybe through this way, I'll feel better and won't get the same pain and hurt again :). * Cheering up *

I was so shocked about what my mum told me yesterday night. I really can't accept the truth. Problems exist long time ago, now it turns out to be a volcano ( you can't imagine how this VOLCANO happened ). Dear Buddha, please pray for everything to be smooth and good. I beg You T___T.

" Best feeling: when tears turn to laughter because someone who doesn't want you to be sad said/did something funny to cheer you up."

Thank you for yesterday. I know that I'm still that weak to handle those kinds of problems. I'm sorry that I've made you feel uncomfortable. But I truly feel thankful and glad for what you always did for me to cheer up me when I was sad and down. You always comfort me, and try to make me feel better again. I know those efforts that help me a lot (maybe it's just a small case to you). I'll learn to be more independent and strong, won't let myself fall easily.

You're just awesome and precious to me :)))).

Saturday, August 20, 2011

So long, farewell :).

My stufffffffffffff :O!

Just done with my packing and cleaning of my stuff and the room. This is the last night for me to be a "Desarian", I'll be moving out to Cyberia Condiminium. And gosh, I really have too many things with me. Lets see how these things are going to be carried to the new room. Luckily I have a friend who can fetch me there, thanks a lot Ah Wei x). Now I just want to spend my last night in Desaria Villa Condominium peacefully and quietly :). I'll miss you, and visit you soon. So I'll officially become a "Cyberian" start from the coming evening. Hopefully I'll get my life in there with enjoyment and fun with those friends :).


Jealousy is killing seriously. You only can feel the sudden sourness when you see the scene that you don't wish to see :(.  * SILENTLY SITTING THERE AND WATCH THEM, IT'S LIKE WATCHING A MOVIE THAT YOU DISLIKE (NOT HATE) * But what can we do to avoid this feeling? Hmm, maybe I should use this vinegar to cook different kind of dishes and eat them with bowls (or plates) of rice (what the hell I was talking about? :S)

Bla bla bla... * Fly away *

Thursday, August 18, 2011

hmmm :/?

Everything has to start from the base and slowly build up to complete it.

One of my good friend asked me about something yesterday, which surprised me a lot. After chatting with her, I also think that there is something hidden between this case. Is that pretty obvious? I wonder.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Before and After

2010 vs 2011

Yaa, I've FINALLY changed my student ID. I've becoming prettier x). haha. No la. Actually it's the problem of the photographer and editing. The left-side was taken before 2010, while the another side was taken in June 2011. haa. Yaaa, quite different. I blamed that it was the photographer's problem, but maybe it's a good fact that I'm now prettier (eleh, feel like want to slap me right?) xD *syok sendiri*. Actually changing a student ID needs to charge for RM50, but because I've moved to a different faculty now, sooooooooooo it's free :DDD. I was so excited when I got my new ID card, nearly shouting loudly in the registry. haa.

Oh my goodness, I've really becoming prettier now XDDDDDDDD (just ignore me).

Ouran, again :D

I miss watching this anime, seriously. 

This anime, Ouran High School Host Club really cheers me a lot. 
I almost laughed crazily for all the episodes. hahaha.
Currently watching the live action from Youtube.
And guess what, I'm laughing like a weirdo now XD. 


Wednesday, August 10, 2011


Somehow, I feel so lonely now. It's like not the feeling I got when I was in Foundation. Although I feel glad to have an awesome friends who take the same course and even same class with me now, the feeling of emptiness keeps on disturbing me. Yesterday I went to Red-box with my Foundation's friends, who are Indonesians. I was the only Malaysian among them and the only one who takes different course from them. It isn't feel good, or "uncomfortable" should be the best description to say out my feeling, I feel like I'm out of their circles. Oh well. Still, I'm grateful to know that they actually still treat me as a good friend even I'm different from who they are. I do have other Foundation's friends, they are also in different courses. It's so hard to meet them in campus nowadays.

Who likes separation? Who likes to lose contact with one another? Who wants to change the word "friends" to "strangers"? No one right? We still have to move on, as this is one of the parts in our life. Hmmmm.

So, I'm trying to adapt myself more...

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

NO, Thank You!

Currently I'm addicted to this song. It's called "NO, Thank You!", the second ending song by Hikasa Yoko as Akiyama Mio for the anime "K-ON!!". I don't know why, but when the first time I watched this music video, and listen to the song, I felt in love with it immediately. I've heard this song for 50 over times (maybe not that many times xD). Seriously I love it so much. Maybe it's the melody, rhythm, tempo, beats... etc that attract me a lot.

And for some of the reason, I love the design and the concept of this single album. Maybe this shows another side of the usual "K-On!!" that we used to watch through the anime, which is a cheerful and happy band. 

I love K-ON! and K-ON!! :DDDD.

Friday, August 5, 2011


I've been having insomnia for almost 1 month. Yea, the stress that makes me feel so complicated and confused, which I thought I couldn't handle them at all. Finally, my problems are solved day by day. One of them is about my registration as a degree student. After waiting for 2 weeks, I'm now officially announce that I'm a degree student * ^.^ V peace *. It was a hard process to be patient enough for all the process of this registration. Luckily I've settled them nicely. hee. Some other problems like ______ and ____ , and a more private ______ also have been slowly solved. AHAHHAHAHAHA! I feel extremely relief now x). 

So bye bye Insomnia :P. heee. 

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Yui and Ui, daisuki :D

They are Yui and Ui from K-On!, a nice anime :D.

I love to see the bonding between these sisters. They are so close to each other. The way they call each other is so cute, "Imouto", "Onee-Chan" :D. Awwww, my heart melts everytime I see them. The way Yui hugs people, especially Ui, is sooooooooooo adorable. I think of my sister when I watched those scenes. Yaaa I love my sister also :).

Wednesday, August 3, 2011