Thursday, December 30, 2010

NOT AWESOME

There was a bear which accompanied me when I was a kid...

Out of my expectation, semester 2 is not as awesome as semester 1. At least we still have some break time in sem 1, but sem 2 will be more pack I guess :S. No more holidays (except for Chinese New Year), duhhhh. Also, the sem break will shorten become weeks not months at all. Yerrr, I can't accept this. Some more have to take Malaysian Studies (not for international students woh =____=). A friend of mine, Edward, told me that we can make holiday by ourselves. How? Shop? Homework? Since this is the fact, guess I have to find ways to have my own holiday during study time. NGO ZHAN HAI JIP SAO MM DOU LOH!!! x(

Tomorrow 31/12/10 is the last day of 2010, I'll get ready for the coming of 2011. I've packed up my things to back to my hostel. It's time to say goodbye to Ipoh and holiday now. hoho!

♥ Gwendoline

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

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Suddenly, I feel so panic. I don't know why. It just appears suddenly, make me feel so uncomfortable. Hmmmmm. By the way, I still have 2 more days staying in Ipoh, will be back to my hostel this coming Sunday. And I will move out to single room. It's okay lah, but then have to stay alone again, quite afraid one. Aiya, never mind, maybe it's time for me to learn to sleep alone. hoho. Hope for an awesome Semester 2 :D. 

♥ Gwendoline

Friday, December 24, 2010



MERRY CHRISTMAS MY DEAR FRIENDS :D!
I feel so excited to celebrate Christmas.
Although I didn't really celebrate or how, 
at least I can feel the joy and happiness of it.
It's Jesus's birthday, so Happy Birthday Jesus.

Anyway, I just wanna say,
All I want for Christmas is... you ♥.

♥ Gwendoline 




Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Happy Winter Solstice


I rolled this with my mum.
It's fun :D.
Love the colours.

Gwendoline

Friday, December 17, 2010


... as always :'). IMY.



 Gwendoline

Thursday, December 16, 2010

:/




You can close your eyes to the things you don’t want to see, 
but you can’t close your heart to the things you don’t want to feel.  – William Shakespeare

It feels so empty and nothing.
I still don't want to lose it.
All these days I just pretend that I'm okay.
I don't wanna let people worry of me.
Nobody would know how I am going to heal this pain.
Nobody would know how I feel whenever I think of it.
It's so hurtful, break into pieces.
But how?

What am I going to do next?
Smile? Cry?
I really don't know.

If time could reverse, I just want it to what it was before, that's all.

*EMPTY*

I won't let you know how I struggle for this pain.
I don't want you to worry of me.
I don't want to disturb your life.
I don't want you to feel burden.
I just want you to be fine.

Since this is it, then I'll just follow,
as long as you feel happy , then I'll feel happy...


 Gwendoline

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Winnie The Pooh's quotes :')



“Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would I'd never leave.”

“You can't stay in your corner of the forest waiting for others to come to you. You have to go to them sometimes.”

“If there ever comes a day when we can't be together keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever”

“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.”

"Did you ever stop to think, and forget to start again?"

"I used to believe in forever, but forever's too good to be true."

“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart.. I’ll always be with you.”

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”

“Some people care too much. I think it's called love.” 

“I think we dream so we don’t have to be apart for so long. If we’re in each other’s dreams, we can be together all the time.”

“If the person you are talking to doesn't appear to be listening, be patient. It may simply be that he has a small piece of fluff in his ear.” 

“I'm not lost for I know where I am. But however, where I am may be lost.” 




当初的美好

只能说,一切都已经变了。
那些美好又甜蜜的感觉已慢慢变淡了。
真的是回不来。
我好想念当初的美好。
可以回去从前吗?
我还可以抓回那些快乐吗?
真的是变了,不再是以前的那样了。
那些让我快乐的日子,还会回来吗?

可是,一切都不能回头了。
心里的痛,又知道多少?
曾经共同的感觉,就这样一瞬间,慢慢变淡了。
那感觉还存在...
我是敏感,我真的察觉到,请别怪我。



希望越大,失望越大。

我,心淡了。。。

♥ Gwendoline

Monday, December 13, 2010

:D!!


Credited by Edward.
Thanks Edward for this nice shot :D.
I love it.

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After my 2 weeks trip in Genting, KL and Terengganu, I finally come back to Ipoh. And of course, hang out with my friends is the main part of my holiday :D. Today, I went to Jusco for singing karaoke with my friends, Mai Mai@Ying Ying, Xiau Wei, Fish@Juin and Prawn@Wai Xian. It's too bad that Mun Yee can't join us. It was an awesome karaoke I could say. I felt the high atmosphere when singing and shouting with them. A song that I used to sing in karaoke can be so different and fun when people also like it and sing crazily with you. I like this kind of feeling. We kept on shouting, laughing and jumping here and there. Oh! I wish I can sing like this again next time, haaa. 

♥ Gwendoline

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Colbie Cailat :)

There's some songs that I wanna share here. It's from Colbie Cailat :).


I Never Told You






I miss those blue eyes
how you kissed me at night
I miss the way we see
like there's no sunrise
the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

but I never told you
what I should have said
no I never told you
I just held It In
and now I miss everything
about you
I cant believe I still want you
after all the things we've
been through
I miss everything about you
without you

I see your blue eyes
every time I close mine
you make It hard to see
where I belong to when I’m not
around you
Its like I’m gone with me

but I never told you
what I should have said
no I never told you
I just held It In
and now I miss everything
about you
I cant believe I still want
you
after all the things we've
been through
I miss everything about you
without you

but I never told you
what I should have said
no I never told you
I just held It In
and now I miss everything
about you
(still you're gone)
cant believe that I still want
you
after all the things we've
been through
I miss everything about you
without you



You Got Me 



You're stuck on me
and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though
I try to hide, I like you
I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe, you got me, yeah
You got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough
Find my stoup I need to fill me up
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I can't imagine what it'd be like
Livin each day in this life, without you.
Without you.

One look from you I know you understand
This mess we're in
you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just can't get enough
Find my stoup I need to fill me up
It feels so good it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way
I know we will
and in my heart I know that
you'll always stay

Oh, I just can't get enough
Find my stoup I need to fill me up
It feels so good it must be love
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do
Oh, I just can't get enough
Find my stoup I need to fill me up
It feels so good it musIt's everything that I've been dreaming of.t be love
I give up. I give in. I let go. Let's begin.
Cause no matter what I do,
Oh (oh) my heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.





P/S : I don't know why, I just feel like her songs really sing out what I feel :). Her songs are comfortable and calm. 






♥ Gwendoline

Saturday, December 11, 2010

200th!


I miss you more day by day, do you know?


It's the 200th of posts in my blog :D! Woohoo!

Proudly to say

I love my blog xD!

Gwendoline 

New place :D!


My previous desktop background.

Hey friends! I have a second blog by the way.
It's Tumblr :).
Well, I'll just share pictures in that site,
and this blog will be continued with my stories.
I just love to see those awesome and nice pictures from the people in Tumblr.

Here is my link 
http://gwendolinewithlove.tumblr.com/ 

Feel free to visit it.

Lots of loves from me :).

Gwendoline 

A long marathon to rush part 1


Just let this heart represent my love and my faith :D.

Hey readers. I'm so happy to blog here again, it represents that I'm still alive :D! hoho. Although I didn't update much about my recent life here, I still love my blog very much. It's a comfortable place for me to speak out. By the way, I'll try to grab my free time for blogging when I continue my semester 2 in the college.


Here, creativity is ignited.

Life in college is totally different. No uniforms, no discipline teacher, no assembly, no bell rings. Still, I miss my high school life :(. Oh well, never mind. In here I met lots of people, both locals and foreigners. Ya, I feel happy and glad to have a different experience in there, thanks to The Star :). If not I guess I would be studying in SamTet (Form 6) now. 

        


This is how my room at first. Single air-cond room. First time I felt the loneliness without family and friends beside. I had a serious homesick compared to those time I was in National Service. I hate to sleep alone, but no choice I have to continue my life there. Luckily I met 2 new friends on the first day I stepped in this hostel, Chiu Yee (Kedah) and Tee Wern (Kuantan). They help me a lot, glad to meet them :D!


Tee Wern and Chiu Yee.




These are the pictures after arranging nicely and neatly. 

After staying alone for 1 month, I finally changed to another room with my Ipoh friend, Chris. We were first knew each other from Facebook, didn't even meet before. The strange thing is when we first meet up, we were like very good friends, talked non stop. Awwwww, lucky to have friends who study the same college with me. She takes diploma in fashion designs, so our timetable are not the same at all. 



The first arrangement of our room. It's changed after 1 month, 
but it's too bad that I didn't take pictures of the current arrangement. haa.




Chris and me.

She's a nice friend and nice roommate xD. haha. We talk to each other in lots of topics, then only we realised that actually we are from the same primary school, what a surprise! haha. I've learnt lots of things from her, thanks Chris. Also, we had lots of pillow talked when she or me need somebody to talk to. Well, I don't know whether she is going to move out or not, but hopefully we still can stay in the same room together :D. 

Other than that, I also met Jyellise (Sabah) and Ming Yue (Indonesia). We always go out shopping together during weekends or weekdays. Jyellise is a nice girl, I love her laughters, very special xD! I first thought Ming Yue is a girl from China, she's really surprised us that she's actually an Indonesian. 


Me, Ming Yue and Jyellise.


The gang of us xD!


Indonesian friends I met there, Edward, Denny and Darwin. 


Group's photos xD!




With Tee Wern and Chiu Yee.


With Ming Yue and Jyellise.


With Darwin and Denny.


With Pei Xuan and Peei San. 


With Chris and Wan Jean.

By the way, I attended to the Ceremony of Star Education Fund in Eastin Hotel, last September. It was a grand event. Everyone wore so formal, including me. There are 6 people from my college get this scholarship, I still remember some faces when I went to interviews. Congratulations to them. haaa.






Scholarship recipients from different colleges.
I was on the stage, in the left there. hahaa.

I feel so thankful that I get it, appreciate the chance they give to me. I still have long ways to go in the future, so I'll do my best for it :D. Yes I can, same to all of my friends! haha.

I shall stop typing here. I'll continue later. heee.


Gwendoline 

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

New hairstyle heee.

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It's shorter then previously, haha.
By the way, there are some pimples on my face.
*Dislike*
I wanna remove them as soon as possible.
Oh! When will it happen? Roar :O.
I always hope that it will better soon.
Hmmmm.

Gwendoline 
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I know this place is too outdated.
Wait for me, be patient.
I'll be back soon x).

Gwendoline